joi, 30 septembrie 2010

Someone's care free careless life

But not mine.
Cause i have: job, school, new person to adapt to, and some more 10000 daily problems.
let's take them in turn, shall we?
Job: as i think i have said before i have recently started working as an assistant manager at a company from Cluj, which deals with digital maps. I, for one, have nothing to do with this part. I am dealing with all the accountability, administrative and human resources mess. And believe you me it is a mess. For me. I have always done my best to stay as far away as possible from anything involving numbers and mathematical thingies, but it finally got to me. Even though it is very hard and demanding for me, i like it, mainly because my bosses are sooooo nice and patient and they take things one by one and they explain why this is like that and not the other way around. I really appreciate that. And i think i am doing a good job, so far.
Too bad i can't really say the same thing about co-workers.
School: this week i have started my master classes...out of 3 classes, we had only 2. One of them was quite interesting, i think i will enjoy it,or at least read the books the teacher gave us. The other one....pffuuu..the other one has the potential of being a really good class, but the teacher...oh god! Even so, i am quite looking forward to see how things will evolve and what will i learn from this experience.
New person to adapt to: after some weeks of being somewhat of a zombie from an emotional point of view, i have met someone new and funny and cute and someone who is more well behaved than most of the guys i met. Actually, that is one of the things i like most about him and the thing that first impressed me..how polite and attentive and well behaved he is. Then came his cuteness and his way of making me laugh. And being the sadistic person that i am, i am constantly comparing it to my last thing....and to my satisfaction - for this one- and disappointment -for the last one- i find that this one is in almost every aspect better than the last one. I guess, so far, i gave managed to be with someone, who is not from the same pattern. He is not (yet :-p) an ass hole, care less or care free and doesn't seem to be the type who would step all over me. Like the last one. He is above and more. So far
And some more 10000 daily problems. which most of are in connection with my job. Some of them come from my own twisted pleasure of complicating my life, and some come from the fact that sometimes i care just too damn much about everything and everyone.

joi, 16 septembrie 2010

To my Grandfather, with love

This week, on the 14th, was my 22nd birthday. This year, on the same day, should have been my Grandfather's 77 birthday.

When ever i think of him i can not but smile. I have the most wonderful memories with him, and all about little things that were just among us. Like we used to have this thing called "the 5 o'clock slice of bread". It was so funny. Evevry day he used to make for the three of us - myself, my sister and my cousin- a lice of bread with margarine and gem or margarine and tomates, but he would never let us eat out side. He always said that not the kods have this and we might raise up their appetite just before dinner.

Every friday there was, and actually still is, this market in the center of the city, which was divided into vegetable market and market where you could find everything. And every friday my Grandfather and my Grandmother would go to the market very early in the morningand all the time they would bring us back this eatable necklaces made out of sweet ginger bread. They were delicious. When ever i see something like that, i have an instant smile on my face.

I have great memories about my Grandfather, but i think i will always remember the fact that even though he was a pretty difficult person, very strict, he loved with all his heart and there was never a thing he would say no to if we would ask him.

I miss my Grandfather. Especially this time of the year

Sex and city

I have recently started watching Sex and the City, the series, and i must say it is like a drug for me. I could watch it all the time...actually that is what i am doing...anyway, at least right after i come from work. Because, yes, i have recently started working as a manager assistent at a local company in Cluj, which makes digital maps. I like it, it is very new and completly challenging for me, but that is one of the reasons why i like it.

But anyway, back to Sex and the City. If you really enjoy the movie, it is really impossible not to start asking yourself some questions about certain stuff about which Carrie writes in her collumn. Like for instant, the one that has been bugging me ever since i saw that episode, which was dealing with the types of men we choose in our life and how in some really twisted way they are the same type. I really started thinking about this, and as funny as it was, i realized that wanting it or not, i have always been with the same type of guys. Guys who look really cute and are really great, until they break your heart in the most un great way.

I know from the moment i meet someone new that he is not good for me, but that makes me like him even more and so i dive in with full speed only to end up in the exact same place i was the last time something like that happened. It's like i have a problem or something. I like bad boys...it's sad, i know. The really sad thing is that most often than once i say to myself that the next time will be different and i will not allow to go to something similar again. But when that guy comes along, it's like i forget everything and i do it again all along.
Maybe it is because i trust people waaaaaay to much and even though it has been proven to me that most of them are not worth my trust, i still trust them...all the time. That is even sadder :-p

All in all watching Sex and the city has made me want to write again, made me question some more but most of all has given some really good moments filled with laughter.
I love Sex and the city